Yes, I am jealous.

All those others have been with one, and separated, and are now together again, happier than ever.

It's never happened to me, but to everyone else I know.

Why the hell?

Writing

So, writing down your dreams can actually make them come true, huh?

Here, I write my wishes and dreams then.

I thought it was for me. I really wish you had meant me.

Luscious Destiny

I am the storyteller who has not a clear path.

I display eccentric and careless behaviour.

I am the naive girl who falls prey to humanity.

I am in love with the one who doesn't want me.

I absolutely hate getting left behind.

Wedding Photography

Me: ...You're a wedding photographer, aren't you?

You: Yeah. Why?

Me: ...Umm... Well, when I get married, will you do the honour and take my wedding photos?

You: No fucking way.

Me: ...I-I see...

You: Because I will be the one married to you. Hire someone else to take our wedding photos.

Me: ...I love you.

Communication

I feel as if we've really made a connection there. It's all thanks to honest communication.

I can't wait...

Hey

I miss your voice.

You wrote to me, "See you soon, when I get back there."

It made me giddy with joy.

But I want you to say, "Hey," with your very own voice, right in front of me.

I'd be even happier.

1000 Blackbirds

I wanted to come up with a good new year's resolution, and I started questioning when 1000 blackbirds fell from the sky. A blackbird signifies lack of motivation, and also lust, temptation, jealousy.

Should I... stop all this chasing? ...Could I?