Enjoy youth while I can

Today was my first day working with Creative Republic. Actually, it is also my first time working, ever. I totally jumped real far and skipped a lot of parts and went straight to the hardest spot. My first time... in the corporate world! *insert dramatic music here*

Manning the office, answering phone calls, and running small errands. Well, of course I expect to start out small.

I could say this though, my future time with them will be as difficult as can be. I have to prepare myself and endure. It also made me appreciate youth more. It's hell out there. I'll have to remember to enjoy my youth while I can.

"Seinen wa saikou!"

Giraffe

See life in a broader view. Look at it in a new perspective. And feel the new layer of hope sweep over you.

Purity and Innocence

We were all so pure and innocent in our youth.

So cute... You were so cute.

Youth

I was in a great dilemma for a period of time, and it was threatening my youthful life. I wanted so badly a way to overcome it, but I always break down and end up lying there motionless. I had hoped for someone to really help me get up and push me forwards. Some people did, albeit in minor roles, and I sincerely thank them, for because of them did I manage to reach this final stage of the dilemma. It is nearly ending, so I sense.

I have broken down and cried for the last time in this episode. Now I have gotten my inspiration again. I think... I have found my resolve.

I will try to work harder now. I will again become stronger.

For now, I will... do something.

"Seinen wa saikou!"

I want to be like you

I tell you, pretty boy, you break my heart.

And now...

I want to be like that too.

The reason

The reason I cried when you told me all those things you said only your family knew... was because I felt touched. I was very amazed at how you opened up to me; how much you trusted me. Also, it was a bit scary hearing all those near-death experiences of yours. I kept thinking that if they really happened for real, we would not have met.

You're a strong man... and most importantly, you're awesome.

Rootless Tree

So, fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you, and all you didn't do.

I said, bleed it. Bleed it. Bleed it. There's nothing in you.

And did you hate me? Hate me, hate me so much that you can't let me out, let me out, let me out of this hell when you're around?

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, and all we've been through.

I said leave it, leave it, leave it. There's nothing in you.