Sane

My mind and emotions are so tangled up right now, and in addition to that, I am experience physical pains, as well. This is the point where I would stop moving, and just lay there, immobile. I am doing nothing. I know I should be, and I want to, but somehow I can't and I'm not.

I thought returning home and spending time with all my cousins would return my sanity, as it always had, but... It was a temporary effect. It only lingered for a short while and then wisped into thin air.

I feel worse when I thought about how I didn't get to be with... Y...

Well.

What's the point of writing this? I don't know. I'm getting so delirious.

Do save me. Make me feel like myself again.

I don't want to lose you and my own self.

I want to let you know, but I'm always so afraid. I'm a chicken.