Two people who like each other

I-I wonder why you haven't been hanging out with me for more than a week now... Sure, you do visit every few days, but you only come and go... The joy I get from seeing your face died quickly... It just made me wonder whether or not you have someone else to replace me. Are... Aren't we still two people who like each other...?

You're going back today, and so am I. I expected you to come by last night, but you never did... Have your feelings for me disappeared completely? We have been detached from each other for a week now, and a week more will be added starting today... Plus, there's that overseas trip that you're taking for another week... That's three weeks, almost adding up to a month of us being away from each other.

Did you ever know how I express my frustrations physically towards the wall, right after you left, every time?

Did you ever know how I cried that one particular night because I was just extremely lonely?

Did you ever know how long I stared at your name on my phone, contemplating whether to call you or not?

The thing with me is, I'm not very good at asking for something at all. If I ever did it, know that I fought with myself so long and hard before finally coming to that decision. In this case, I was too afraid to ask for your time and attention.

I miss your company.