Youth

I was in a great dilemma for a period of time, and it was threatening my youthful life. I wanted so badly a way to overcome it, but I always break down and end up lying there motionless. I had hoped for someone to really help me get up and push me forwards. Some people did, albeit in minor roles, and I sincerely thank them, for because of them did I manage to reach this final stage of the dilemma. It is nearly ending, so I sense.

I have broken down and cried for the last time in this episode. Now I have gotten my inspiration again. I think... I have found my resolve.

I will try to work harder now. I will again become stronger.

For now, I will... do something.

"Seinen wa saikou!"

I want to be like you

I tell you, pretty boy, you break my heart.

And now...

I want to be like that too.

The reason

The reason I cried when you told me all those things you said only your family knew... was because I felt touched. I was very amazed at how you opened up to me; how much you trusted me. Also, it was a bit scary hearing all those near-death experiences of yours. I kept thinking that if they really happened for real, we would not have met.

You're a strong man... and most importantly, you're awesome.