Purity and Innocence

We were all so pure and innocent in our youth.

So cute... You were so cute.

Youth

I was in a great dilemma for a period of time, and it was threatening my youthful life. I wanted so badly a way to overcome it, but I always break down and end up lying there motionless. I had hoped for someone to really help me get up and push me forwards. Some people did, albeit in minor roles, and I sincerely thank them, for because of them did I manage to reach this final stage of the dilemma. It is nearly ending, so I sense.

I have broken down and cried for the last time in this episode. Now I have gotten my inspiration again. I think... I have found my resolve.

I will try to work harder now. I will again become stronger.

For now, I will... do something.

"Seinen wa saikou!"

I want to be like you

I tell you, pretty boy, you break my heart.

And now...

I want to be like that too.

The reason

The reason I cried when you told me all those things you said only your family knew... was because I felt touched. I was very amazed at how you opened up to me; how much you trusted me. Also, it was a bit scary hearing all those near-death experiences of yours. I kept thinking that if they really happened for real, we would not have met.

You're a strong man... and most importantly, you're awesome.

Rootless Tree

So, fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you, and all you didn't do.

I said, bleed it. Bleed it. Bleed it. There's nothing in you.

And did you hate me? Hate me, hate me so much that you can't let me out, let me out, let me out of this hell when you're around?

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, and all we've been through.

I said leave it, leave it, leave it. There's nothing in you.

Caring

You cared.

Like you never did before.

I wish you're falling in love with me just as I am with you.

More and more.

You Can Win - David Choi

You can win this fight,
You don't have to listen,
To anything I say,
There's nothing I could do,
You take my breath away,
And all that I believe in,
I'm slowly drowning here with you,

I tell you that I'm here,
And I tell you what I feel,
But I feel you're so far,
And I dont know where you are,
You tell me what you think,
You tell me that you're trying,
I want to believe you are,
I want to believe you are,

And I won't say you're wrong,

You can win this fight,
You don't have to listen,
To anything I say,
Theres nothing I could do,
You take my breath away,
And all that I believe in,
I'm slowly drowning here with you,

Everything I hide,
Is held inside your chest,
With every single heartbeat,
My picture fades to gray,
I belong to you,
I made you that promise,
It's all because of you,
I only say the things I do

And I won't say you're wrong,

You can win this fight,
You don't have to listen,
To anything I say,
Theres nothing I could do,
You take my breath away,
And all that I believe in,
I'm slowly drowning here with you,

You can win this fight,
Take it, so it's done,
Again I'll put aside my pride,
I can only do so much,

You can win this fight,
You don't have to listen,
To anything I say,
Theres nothing I could do,
You take my breath away,
And all that I believe in,
I'm slowly drowning here with you.